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    When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain



























    Siren's Song
     
    Thursday, November 27, 2003  
    mood: brooding
    music: Cannonball - Damien Rice

    My step is light, yet my heart is heavy. I've got quite a bit on my mind. It feels as though the seat of all my secret thoughts and emotions is being squeezed like a bouncy stressball, or maybe squashed like an orange. All the pulp and juice oozing out, no, pumped around the systemic circulatory system by the robustly muscular left ventricle, in an endless cycle, perfusing every organ, every tissue, every cell.

    I see bubbles.

    Everyone is a discrete, multihued, and beautifully fragile bubble. When two (or more) bubbles mildly, ever so gently, touch each another, their area of contact is poignantly small. There is always so much of the other person, or persons, that we don't know about - the rest of the bubble.

    Would the two bubbles merge into one bigger, wetter, more reflective bubble, or would it burst from sheer stress when the two surfaces come into too much contact for comfort? Would the bubbles slowly being on their course of natural disintegration, or would the two bubbles bounce off each other, each floating off in their separate ways?

    *poke*

    How big is my bubble, I wonder. When I scroll down my ICQ list, or browse through my Friendster contacts, someone somewhere would inevitably jerk back forgotten memories of where I've been before, people I've worked with, projects or forums I've worked on and so on. The unilluminated side of the bubble, lacking lustre, lacking shine. Unseen and forgotten.

    How much would I see of your bubble? How much would I get to know?

    *smiles*


    4:10 PM

     
    Gift from Mr Anonymous. Nice.

    He who binds to himself a joy
    Does the winged life destroy
    But he who kisses the joy as it flies
    Lives in eternity's sun rise.

    The look of love alarms
    Because it's filled with fire
    But the look of soft deceit
    Shall win the lover's hire

    Soft deceit and idleness
    These are beauty's sweetest dress

    What is it men in women do require?
    The lineaments of Gratified Desire.
    What is it women do in men require?
    The lineaments of Gratified Desire.

    Remove away that blackening church
    Remove away that marriage hearse
    Remove away that - of blood
    You'll quite remove the ancient curse.

    2:07 PM

     
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